Ok so after a few quiet months it appears to be steadily speeding up once again and it all started from today. Jessica had to be weighed today as it had been a while. The good news is despite being poorly recently she has still gained weight my cheeky monkey little madam has gone from smack on 15lb to a respectable smack on 17lb whoop whoop not only that she has grown taller she has gone from 70cm at her last measurement to 86cm hows about that then! Next appointment for a change is for me it looks like my contraception might be playing games coursing all sorts of irritating problems so its time to get it sorted. Then to cap it all off me and both kids need to have our ANNUL FLU JABS while we are all fit and well.
NEXT WEEK!
We have to take Jessica to our local children's health centre as a referral has been made. It is not clear who or why the referral has been made despite the fact I've expressed my dislike due to previous experiences however that was then this is now so I'm looking forward to seeing what has changed apart from their location. Of course I will update once we have been and of course I will take the opportunity to rant if given a reason too lol!
LATER THIS MONTH!
MRI & CT SCAN RESULTS -
After all this time we have finally received the one appointment we've desperately been waiting for. We can begin to move forward one way or the other knowing were we stand. We can begin a new journey as individuals as a partnership as a family. Of course once we have an update we will in our own time share it regardless of results!
GETTING READY FOR XMAS AND THE KIDS B'DAYS!
OK so normally I'm known for being a bit of a Scrooge. I always leaving Xmas shopping til Xmas eve I never get the Xmas tree and decorate it till 4 days before Xmas and I always bring it down on new years eve. I try very hard to be quiet in the hope I'm forgotten in the past I've always made sure I'm somewhere else other than reachable...BUT not this year I can't really explain the change of heart but what I can tell you is when you have children children with a variety of complications and knowing you could loose them at any time something inside of you changes and that change happens without you knowing it until that last second. I have dug out the Xmas tree its up and awaiting the decor to begin which will take place this SUNDAY EVENING we even have a new feature angel. The Xmas shopping is 3 1/4 done and only the food left to buy and store. I am really looking forward to our family TURKEY BIRD XMAS DINNER with the TRIMMINGS. I'm so looking forward to watching the kids open there presents that Santa has left them as well as the treats that mommy and daddy have bought them then seeing as many family members as we can and sharing some precious moments with them. But first we have Tom's 12th Birthday to celebrate then after we have Jessica's 2nd Birthday to celebrate and of course the celebrations of the last few moments of this years and the beginning of a brand new year, I don't know about you guys but our diary is already filling up lol. I've just read this back to myself and I'm shocked by my own change of heart balled over by my own child like excitement and confused by the lack of recognition of myself and unsure of how or where this happened or began either way I'm pleasantly surprised GO ME WHOOP WHOOP....
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!
3 comments:
I hope you get some positive answers from the scans and you can move forward. Knowing is always better than not x
I hope you get the results you want/need either way as you say it's a step forward. Good luck x
Ah thank you so much for your kind comments. You are totally right knowing is always better moving forward is what we need.
xx
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